A small piece of gore has lodged itself in the fine weave of my eleven chain. I sit now in the armory of the The Grove in my acolyte’s tunic attempting to dislodge this piece of enemy filth from my armament as the comfort of the night approaches.

The Grove itself is alive with sound and activity as I clear away the debris of bone splinters from my battle tested regiment. Nation members prepare for the hunt and other activities having just lost an engagement to a new foe. These “Circle of City” warriors are nothing special to my own eyes. Another collection of warriors seeking greatness through shear weight of numbers, but no great skill or prowess do they show in battle, just many weapons bent in a single direction to achieve some unknown goal.

I finish my chore and hang the last of my now cleaned battle gear in its proper place when the moment re-plays itself again in my mind.

The edge … The precipitous … The opportunity …

Every battle has one … every engagement hangs by this single moment of choice … to lead … to follow … to enact the plan of battle … or ignore your orders for personal glory … or personal fear.

The moment was there … the victory in our grasp … As I stood alone on the far side of the mine tower and watched my nation members chewed to pieces … unable to assist them as they fell quickly to the enemies blades and spells, I think to myself in that small moment of how we, now only I, have the superior position. Of how we have them trapped between two opposing forces. Of how with Braialla’s blessings in play our warriors could now be hewing, instead of hewed …

If only they would follow …

The plan of attack was clear … Follow my lead my nations members, I will die so that you may live ... if you but follow for a few precious moments … We will arrive in a tactically advantageous position … By Braialla's Breasts I swear this …

If only …

Lost in these thoughts the disappointment truly sets in … I am alone on this shard … the mighty Lok-ri reduced to a feeble old Priest in a nation of lessers.

My cousins …

My daughter …

My only love …

My goddess …

As the thoughts boil inside me I start to walk into the comfort of the newly darkening sky. I find myself at the gates of The Grove and I walk through their solid elven construction. I glance at them as I depart and remember my lost home on the Shard of Death.

The past is my present …

The future is …

*Though several Grove members speak to the old elf as he walks through the gates of The Grove, he seems deep in thought. He walks out the gates and begins to head north down an old hunting trail.
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